Thursday, May 21, 2009

this dude


" Yo, when you drop your cellphone... its like it catches cancer...it dies slowly. Like the screen just dies."
-Christian Lopez

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

can you be her?



She loves uncontrollably
Smiles at wrath
Dances with threat

Never will I encounter a woman so contradistinctive
Cares not about what people say about her..
Her
Her style
Her vIbE
CRAZZI
Her walk
Head lifted
Hips swaying
pride with every stride
she is sassy
and have no shame in her game
can u compare?
doubt it
She is sweet
Loves beautifully
doesn’t care what your past is like is willing to make a future
Its weird
She sees the darkness in you
And yet she draws near
Like she sees something that is hiding in the blackness of you eye
What a deserving person
Curses you out when you deserve it
Indifferent to your bitch like ways
Deserves the best of the best
Nonchalant she keep settling for less
Perfection is not in gene
But I mean that was make her she…no?
One of my favorite corrupted angles

Tiff…your something else…I love ya lots…and life is you favorite pet’s name….
 
 
 

You left without even trying


It hurts to know that u let me go
You didn’t even try
Nothing at all did I ask from u



Alittle attention
A little time
Give me ur heart
You already had mine
No money did I seek from u
I always put with your attiude
All I did is try to be with you
You didn’t even try



I admit that certain things are a fault all my own
But I always met u more than half of the way
When u strayed from the place that I kept for you
My whole body crippled from the love that I lacked from you
Always you tell me love me
You call me
You visit me…… its not enough



When I say I love you…you don’t say it back
When im in my bed longing for a touch from you alll you want to do is push me away
You are….you were my world
I would have died for you
I didn’t mind giving up where I was in life to be with you
But you left me



YOU
YOU
YOU…..you left my heart with out even trying



Anything in this world…if it was in reach..and u desired it..I would have given it to you
I loved you more than I loved myself
I loved you helplessly



Even when word filled with acidic fire would spew it way to me from you…I loved you harder
I wanted nothing more than to see you succeed… be on top of the world
The love I had for you was and is much more vast than what the heart can hold
I loved you soo much I couldn’t contain myself
Speaking about you made me want to SCREEEEAAAAAMMMMM!!!



My heart was only for you
This body was just for you
But you left me with out even trying.
Was I not good enough…..



What do I lack
Why cant you love me…they way ive ben loving you “back”
Was I not pretty like other
Did my ways offend



I did everything and anything in my power to make sure u knew I loved you
I never strayed from you
You were my main focus..
ARE ARE ARE… YOU are my main focus
…..



But I hope you read this soon..for my heart is dwindling
And the scent of you is slowly disappearing
I love you and I always will
I just hope the desire for you doesn’t die



Please ...please fight for my flame
Because I always fight for yours
Make me feel craved ..please I don’t want to leave



I love you….love me back
I want to be with you…but this slack…smh
Fix it…before it breaks beyond repair…please…. I love you



You left me with out even trying… but here I am thinking you would come and do it

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

HE




he should remain unnamed for his face is to be forbidden to me

tender to caress 
warm enough to breathe
toxic enough laugh
honeyed to to my sense

my hands ease slowly , gliding while rising over the shoulders of the statuesque
my senses devour him mercilessly as I ease my palms down his back
I slightly cling to his flesh searching for warmth so i know what im feeling is real 
lips split as happiness oozes out them , head tilted for convenience

heart lightened
spirit lifted
grins from ear to ear
voice so aminatedly sexy makes u wonder if your laughin or climbing..up..up...no

his name
i forget
no i know it...i dont want share it
he ..he

he should remain unnamed for his face is forbidden to me

love ya chris